the wow moment!

when i was twelve, i thought i knew everything about life, i thought i was very smart and talented and all crap, but then i realized i was wrong. i thought may be when i reach fifteen or so, ill have nothing more to learn from then on, but then i was wrong once again. and then i thought when i will be eighteen may be ill know it all, i mean the governments and all fixed this as some sort of ‘maturity age’, so i expected something miraculous will happen when i am eighteen and i will be perfect. it didn’t . i am nineteen and i am still a fool. every time i feel this must be all, i know so much, i get slapped across my face(not literally), i finally gave up, gave up big time, now i know that as long as i am going to breath, there will be a goal, there will something or the other ill want to achieve and i am happy. i now mock at people who think they are ‘know it all’ walking talking encyclopedias and have nothing to learn but just to offer their great talent to the world. damn them . i repeat. damn them. like they say, ‘the further you travel towards achieving your goal, the more those blurry objects at the horizon come into sharper focus(to be replaced by newer objects)’. it simply doesn’t make sense to even assume that you will achieve a state of perfection and elegance, let me tell you, thats impossible.why? say, somehow you get there, you are whatever you wanna be.perfect.whats next ? there is always a journey, always a next stop and thats what makes life exciting.

hakuna matata